thanks, it sounded like an easy fix until I realized that I used an email address that I no longer use and have not remebered the password because it was a long time ago
The link on Esellerate page that explains what to do after an email change, included also what to do in this case:
If you do not know your order number and you no longer have access to the e-mail address you used when you ordered, please continue with this Troubleshooter and/or submit a ticket to eSellerate's Support team for assistance and let us know the e-mail address (and/or the name and product purchased) for your order. We will be happy to look up your order and asisst you.